The Labyrinth

.....I found a way out.

I still feel empty inside, and I know that I'm not much good to anyone here, being this way. But a part of me needs to know if Toby and my dad and step-mom are all right, so...I'm going.

I wish I could take you with me, Jareth...I'm sorry, and....I love you.

Goodbye, everyone. I'll never forget this place.

I still feel that emptiness, and it probably won't go away anytime soon. I'm starting to lose grip on how certain things used to feel. I really don't care that there's lots of bugs outside, even though I know I should feel grossed out by them. I should have been afraid during the last couple of curses, but I wasn't. I should be worried about my family, about Toby, but there's nothing I can really do. Even if I wanted to do something, Jareth would probably stop me. I know that my family is going to die if my world ends, and I should feel heartbroken, but....I don't feel much of anything. It's like I don't even have a heart anymore.

((ooc; HINT HINT.))

.....I don't know how to feel anymore. I don't even know if I can feel....other than this emptiness. I can't even really remember what happened. I just feel so empty, like something was torn out of me. I don't know what it is, though. I don't feel important, I don't feel much of anything, except for this emptiness. Am I repeating myself?

...I don't know. The girl who wrote that last entry....she's gone now, and I don't know where she went.

((ooc; Sarah had her heart taken by Axel, but she doesn't remember the encounter at all, obviously.))

I was never one much for singing - my voice isn't that great. This wierd dog thing, Abrastus, is making me nervous, but I've been too busy getting things together for Jareth's concert that I haven't been able to look more into it. After this is over, I'll make time for it.

I'll just reinstate what Jareth said - the concert's tonight at seven at the Opera House, and there will be refreshments provided afterwards by Sanji (thank you so much for catering, Sanji!). Hope to see a lot of you there!

There's a rattling sound coming from my closet, and the things in my apartment keep turning on and off for no good reason. It's starting to creep me out; does anybody know what's going on?

....I heard about what happened at that ritual and fight the other day. They really...really didn't have a right to do that to people. I'm just glad that they were punished for what they had done somewhat. If there's anything I can do to help the victims, please let me know.

I think Sanji's going to be catering for Jareth's concert. I'll help him out the best I can but I'm not exactly the best cook in the world.

....

Okay, the television just turned on by itself. I'm getting out of here.

On April 15th, Jareth the Goblin King is going to be holding a concert, and he has requested that refreshments be served for the guests. Are there any chefs that would like to cater for the event?

( Private//Unhackable )

Sir Knight!!! I am searching for a princess of notable virtue and of a courageous spirit! She had vanished from her kingdom some time ago....and I fear that this fiend has taken her hostage! Please, would thou assist me in this noble quest?

Jareth, I apologize for not talking to you lately....I've been needing some time to think. Not that that curse day wasn't great, it was just a bit too soon -

....


Did my nose just grow a bit longer?

Don't bother me today. Seriously. Just don't. Still can't believe I actually....arrrrgh.

((ooc; Affected.))

I mean....sure....there were a few times my senior year, when I felt this, but now....

Damn, it's hot in here.

Jareth, I'll be over in a minute. I want need miss you....and I really wouldn't mind if you'd have your way with me or pin me against the wall or something.

((ooc; Strikes visible XDDDDD HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, POLY!!!! :D ))

Wow.

I just spent all day laying in bed. Sometimes staring at the ceiling, other times staring at the wall, but mostly just sleeping. I've never felt this tired in my life.

Ugh.

Somebody wake me up when Valentine's Day comes.

Just ignore them, Sarah. They'll go away. Just don't open the curtains, and whatever you do, do not open the door.

I feel so happy today!!!!! It's nice.

Jareth, I think today I should teach you how to play in the snow. It's lots of fun!

((ooc; She's not affected, believe it or not.))

I love you, Jareth.

((ooc; Only the most obvious secret EVAR.))

I'm writing this reeeallyyyy carefully, because all I have is ink and parchment. Not to mention the fact that I look like this today, too. It's kind of wierd, wearing this kind of make up and such a pretty outfit. I'm afraid to move a lot; I don't want to damage it.

I hope everyone's okay...

There's a concert tonight! I think I'll go.

I'll never let anyone be mean to chipmunks again.

[Voice Post]

*scurried noises can be heard*

Um.

Could someone come and help me? Someone who isn't a cat or a large rodent eater? Er, Jareth? You aren't a big cat, are you?

((ooc; Sarah is a chipmunk. And very skitterish as a result, and very hungry, since chipmunks can't exactly climb up smooth cupboards to get nuts or doors to get out to find nuts.))

Dark, I'm sorry, but I don't think it would be a good idea if we went flying, okay? You're a great friend though. Thanks for bringing a smile to my face.


Um. Well, although I wouldn't say that this last curse was the best one for anyone here in the City, some good did come out of it.

Jareth...I still stand by what I said yesterday. Now the question is: where do we go from here? Just so you know.


((ooc; Strikes hackable.))

I woke up this morning and had nearly torn my apartment apart searching for any sign of Toby when I realized that I'm not home, and I'm not in the Labyrinth, and I hadn't asked the Goblin King to take him away - not to mention the fact that the Goblin King is here in the City, too.

Toby is safe at home with Dad and Mom. Not my real mom, but she's a mom enough.

I'm worried about Jareth, though. He's so...depressed; I don't think I've ever seen him like this. I'm going to try to make him feel better, though.

My head hurts from all of that ticking; I've been taking medicine, but nothing's helping...I guess I really need to be with people. Maybe I'll go out to one of the stores or something to make it stop or at least mellow down.

Dark, did you mean what you said when you said we could go flying? I'd like to see the City from high up. I'm sure it's quite beautiful.

Jareth, thank you very much for the dinner on Christmas Eve. It was one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. Thank you. ♥ Do you want to come over for New Years?

((ooc; So sorry, AR, for not being on as much as I usually am. Did you want to log the dinner? Maybe these two will actually move forward for once, instead of being stagnant. XD ))